absolutely nothing in Common ... !

Absolutely Nothing In Common :



( ... briefly strange night before departure ... mu'baraq kurbra !)


1 - a minority of one ...


... having never been & then ... becoming ,
famously unknown as animated dust ...
you can only do what HAS been done ,
& yet the only thing that never changes IS the change !

Once done one's dawn is definite ... summing
three times , two worlds inthrust
to the me of the i whom selfs the one ;
yet every effort made to disenstrange !

It's true the bed is made for sleeping yet
no mattress ever slept & sleep herself
concerns the sun with certainly indifference ...
symbols , proverbs , axioms -- like arms arrayed !

A real struggle of genuine magicians ,
though not quite the ordeal of the tent ,
adventing through the time of old man al-flaton
& lingering auld lang synge ... to ears here in hearing

implies occurance , demands to operate ;
though as objective object just can not exist ...
for nonexisting essence is like eternal time
& if the battle were a waste it's won !

Circles now refer to straight lines meeting .
Coming back to where one never was ... coming
to grips with real birth - memory (later/vital) - & seamless travels ,
coming to rest , to an understanding ... coming-uppances

& -- finally! -- coming out ... stained with a jam of words ,
yet spinning like a pepper wounded derelict tongue
& saying something he himself(s) had never heard ,
& saying it so ! Saying it as shadow said "adieu" , ma belle !

Who hasn't dreamed it , sure as sweet stained glass ,
or ... softly stoned remembering shafts on "Mister Gee's" avon's grave ...
a kind of stout & intinsically good old home styled
all of one's own say – credo : of A oneness of our beings ?

& a sound of writing , or of the very words ;
their various & divers translations , versions , retexts ...
& a mother -- & of the sounding of her silence -- & of dawn
for the blind & the wind no more simple than dumb ;

this sort of language from my insides-out , while
manifesting trifurcatingly in only this instant
of passage , solely upon the threshold , fleeting
as self annihilation but as enduring as the face ,

& -- with the luck of franco-german pedigree
as well as nearly 5 solar revolutions of quite close to perfect
self-anonymity coupled with quite unknowing used
yet brand new parents quite intimately inadaptional --

with authentic to even authorial luck , quoi ... shall
real & living instanter occur with the focused company
of those who will , rare ones who know themselfs
true friends through just one such occaison truly shared ,

who are & who do & who feel the plural of one is One ;
as trifurcating nourishments & even the trillions
of miniscule flaglike flames miraculously & justly
jamming all to gathered into milk & honey as it were

have ended-up , as bushaq the maestro chef implied :
"... Truth/al-haqq , is finalistically in my cooked pudding ." ?
So now we have our salt , & now we have our sweet
& now as jetsun Mila bringing down a melting heat ...

i approach timorously & do indeed like a field mouse
slip through these leafey blades of grass , leaving
for good my furry ensign against the gusting air , a kiss
like a warm cow's ... & his thriced-blessed spiral labyrinth !

This very one i'm idealling with as intentionally adopted
pre-orfan self-willed as good as high-aspired-to proto-pseudo
tending towards common love-of including snow solving
passions-for , er ... words dressed up in if-i-know-ê-sies !




2 - the calm that comes with a cat ...



rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrm
rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh
rhmn rr rhm
bsmlla ... qalam ; this is that :
a preface & this IS that ... though 2 , never ONE :
the prime 'Ism... of All – eh !




3 - desultory ... atrabilious ... felicia arabix ...



perfecting intentional errors
so that every time you write a word
you also if you will & might upright
a spectrum of the specks of dust
which whole desultory worlds died for ...
& , when provisional , made to exist
out of - so to speak - a mouth ;
offering the non-existential as law !

poverty , granted ... yet pain or pride ?
the back of the visionary's burro breaks
under the haystalks of exaggeration
or brisks him off & up to farthest away ;
francis jammes took his donkey to heaven
& allowed lavender in contrario to fall
from sea's-edge to the graveyard & each
was right in his way , from the first start .

poetry's as secret as a human grin ...
yet when one's fruits flowers & even leafs
leave at last & not a single green seed remains
the silence of a true tree is indicated , quoi !
so , one's personal vocabulary is organic ?
frankly , it's works better with you to say
a simple merely "no" & be bliss filled idiots ...
yet those who love me well know otherwards .

Although my voyages are my afghanistan ,
& my condoleances kept well-guarded ,
the steps through the full days & the long nights
have been stepped-up by her majesty herSelfs
& this living life – each dawn a newed ! - is one
lone pilgrim in our universes of ten thousand
personally potential demons , of house , of home
& what link one may have saved with the housemouse !




4 - un tombeau pour ashiata shiemash !



1 - âtrio primo : out of the tavern



legominism - or , the speed of silence in a crowded room ,
a sort of cavern if we might , decorated in current evening
& bostered in a huge high sky with a vast space to the mirror ...

yet strange to say it but apparently there's no-one home ,
while the mirror's tongue is telling me i am now in very
good company – when two or more gather , together --

& this is how a precious acquisition entered my living estate ;
of course this bright companion tended to the mouth ,
as if to remind that the way out , is through that door .

to start with a warning & not the bon ton titillations ...
of course the audience would shame a void ! ... to look
at , to even look for ... truely 'tis this not to see ?

to listen not to hear , tasting not the taste & the gamut
from the chapel of the white whole to the hovel , blue
like nowhere else in nature , a face & not the cosmos ?

plumb tuckered out far from the middle earth sea ...
if 27 were the ears , 'twas vincent in his stars
the honored guest , kindtimely i must turn about ;

upsidedown realities are coupled-to the special
source of contemporary unforgetfullnesses ; giving
an apparent fountain of really enriched lifegrowth ...

beckoned , perhaps born orfan just to be , in hush
i kinda disappeared from kith-n-kin & near blinded
began the genuine bible from barashyt to apocalypolis ,

nominatively , travelling , from god's own hell
illico & without detour to my very own - unity
of special sufferings & hammerhead consciousness !

& all for the beck & the hue ! of a passerby auld
lang syne - meeting gandalf the good , the gray ,
in paris was all in the line of safe things , a silsila ! -

the red sulphur & the green clad saint as wine
& jalapeños sufficed as rites of this-too-passing
& the tentmaker of martyred khorosan put me up ...

only ashiata , tsanyang & the good mullah hodja
proved in the certitude of absolute trust & the "yes"
to the supreme "alastu...?" -- rest each one active .

the correct man who knows not will leave a blank ,
the correct woman who knows not will say so ,
while the correct child who knows not may respond without lying ;

& while it's possible & probable to learn anything ,
its opposite , variants ad infinitum & wordstuff ...
it happens one eats grass & drinks pine sap ...

amazingly , no ? , it doesn't change a thing !
the natural storehouse is flourishing , yes ? , or going
nuts & bananas as in eating the caviar tins ; it's been

remarked & commented upon how halving the cake
has solved the minority hesitations concerning statistical
justice ... though now i bid anxiety peddlars a final farewell ...

& remember to remember , not only the scattered limbs
but my bitpart career as circusman & clown , until one noon
a mote of human luminations shone & said : well returned !

almost as usefully comforting as la dame au jardin
des roses , the boston commons on a sunday morn when gray
hair & the circumstances reanimated launcelot & his fair lady !

& once i voted for the lakes , the modest yet stunning presence
of woods wild strawberries & sure enough my favorite -
the fresh encountered bark of living birch , & moss & mushrooms !

& what i've truly learned from all of my few heroes
had this absolutely in uncommon , a reconciling coming
to grips with appearing pretereternal dualality arisen truths !



2 - divertissimo simplissicus ...



one of the twelve labors of herakles is reported to have been
well grosso modo picked at one occaison to actually hoist up
& carry the equivalent weight of the term : the whole world ...
upon his shoulders , as it were , a kind of weighty second head ;
i'm certain few or even none really doubt the actual veracity
of this thinkably quite amazing feat , admitting it not ; with yet
further probing literary footsteps i'd be sure of saying
from a general proto pseudo novo pyschological approach
that the parallel - micro/macro , bien entendu ! - concept
of the solo human vehicle charged to its gulls with imagined
tasks , enterprises , challenges , callings-to finally succombing ,
to put it slackly , to an attitude of - beleaf it or can't - near
perfectly subjectively , oft chillingly if i do admit , self-persuasively
operating "as if" , indeed , one were supporting the entire
long suffering yet enduringly enchanting , needful earth !
i warn my readers of my foursquare oath to real secret .




3 - âtrio 'ayn :



i've read the claims & all the refutations ,
let demolishers with insect shivayaïc egoes
lick meat that's died useless as sunset ...

slept like a drunken babe sunk in scrutations
of bodyless scripture , 'til pink dawn arose
& i a new ... what loves thou well shall never forget .




4 - is american a poetry ?



arab & "other" persian chroniclers , historians , compilers ,
for aSample , in their infintie collections known as "tabaqat" ,
or - for a first one word in english indication - layers ...
have rendered with often their praise , sometimes a form

of brilliant & often hilarious mockery - costing heads ! -
whole categories of their illustrious chosen ones ... great
jurists , outstanding "philosophers" - more heads dropped -
vast addendums of the poets - yep , more heads ! - human

heads , publicly speaking , have never been in short supply
in such an contrees as 'twere theseabouts & long times too ... -
while our own predelections come-n-GO amongst the friends ;
& the primary approach in this massive kittencaboodle

is one within dates , or so-called generations - if we shall -
& others include , in brief , considerations , along various guidelines ,
of assigned merits ... certain obvious juxtipositions & near
non-sequiturs play their roles & the sheer quantity of tomes

written later to explain these , er , lists , is equally phenomenal
so once be counseled then decide perhaps to clearly select ;
to round this off the groupings often happen grouped around
a certain family , a "school" , doctrine , brotherhood or other

historically - nor shunning "l'image juste" & well-equipped
to include legend in all of its petulant legitimacies , magic
often un-named yet operant still , or why read ! - verifyable
social , religious , cultural , artistic or , say , clan ,

as well as a pertinent selection of the publically available
literature - the future , even "back" then , is now , eh ! -
chosen , of a certain , to include possible entries leading
most highly hopefully , no kidding anymore , not this way

any way , not now nor here , nor audience too boot ...
leading to the door & out ... they say there's a field ! take
leave of one's senses if one must , but like balaam's ass
please leave the self quite out of all of this ; the layers

are conscious choices made concerning conscious chosers ;
yet consciousness needs help to pass through parchments .
fortunately , as the real wet river going undergroud &
we could say quite subconscious yet will , & nevertheless ,

arrive alive & liquid on the other side ... not exactly a clot
of engendering sperm , nor dried onion soup , but since
the sole difference ever in the entire universe is "i" , analogies
from "ana'l-haqq" to overwhelming analgesic abuse

have permissions - like jehovah's witnesses at the doorstep -
to state the essence , give a taste , share a bloodcleansing blessing
& in five minutes symbolically turn realities feet over heads ;
& this poor poêsiae good as totally unaccomplished , if like i ,

none but not a one had read them ... nor my heroes nor me !
so , maybe this too , en passant , is just another list ...
a manner to fix attentions & the memory ,
& yet the treasures , the joyful wounds

i've gathered from the poets' open fired arms --
& how forget the rare ones who really have ! --
may prove my presentation of them trinketry
when distributed to the great audience

& leave indifferences , yawns & un-"i'd" reading habits ...
to but mention already half the menu's
been messed-with & not a newed in my part life !
& what answer would i dare give to grandpa

& all of my family uncles if clearly asked :
"could you point to one person wholly & say
life would be better , really , for that one
if "only" or this once if maybe or an other perhaps ,

that is -- sharing one's true riches with who else ."
& it might be a pertinent , even a good , enquiry
& -- bien entendu , les amis -- enters my reply !
in fact & act : to LIVE ... before you die .




5 – hunkering down ...



no difficulties in america
to read the major classics of our past ,
yet with a touch of phasmagorica
i'm sure whole masterworks are lost ;

i'm not sure which , & yes the total earth's
a turning wasteland , today's thoughts(!) a massed
crust of maggot movings on global grids ,
& entirely based on holocaust ...

upon eonic heaps of long & short
term layers of death & rot & debris cast
naturally from the very end - down ! -
& who knows forever 'cept cousin ghost !

which i believe should remove some un-necessary lustre ;
quite figuring organic light illumined its organ ,
& genuine gold can only be imitated , or , frankly , fooled
while truly thirsty voyaging visiters have known empty cups , to beat !.




llorenzo gusto¤ : from poêsia – tome 4 – the blue hut : chapel of the white whole – all rites @ preserved .