60 !

60 !


which signifies the freedom of the poet
& a sure sign to seal progressing heptaparaparshinokh
a definition of the destination of the halt of irrevocable
the flash in the flesh of breaking dawn

at 60 man is cooked
has no need nor curiosities concerning personalities
but only quests for aleph-virus poetrys
but only scrypts of poêsiae in pretereternal peace , fullness , evidences

these are the folk who have wedded death ... in life
a folk who has no more time & has banished the inevitable
nor more hopes , no fears ... no ideas of a past or future
only folk with what they know of elastasis & beyonders , only married folk

the roomy afghan field of come come come ... & come again is homeland
with a garden of pomegranites kurdish hot red penny peppers & blue berrys galore , "bleu"   gentians at the shore lines , her Majesty in blueShip set a'sail ...
& a frog market with a pond , a funnelling tunnel from tripe to ripe
some mary golds , hot spurs , hyacinthe & bella donna livea plura belle ...

& , by truth & by troth , sancho the servant , saqi , scrybe , & certain proof the don is near
sancho , the self ! ... now is operating apt eager & upright ... talisman & avatar
o! ye of little faith : our wind mills now & guided hands are making wool to wear
covering our purity with whole cloth , modest to the world's endings & we , out of our saving afghan "sûf"

as for the others , there are no more others & yet , marvel ! , i've never sayed two is one
chosen neither this , nor that ... awaiting to be chosen by the singleton barashyt bara plural elohim
pray via my circumsised humAtomic halfway heart & oxygen a key to evolutions of humanity in toto
& practice the silsilah of one good thing leads to another - in vivo - knowing art at last the very hearth of earth , & the final fashion-forming of secret heart , a working conscience

afghanistan
the intrepid insolence of pure resistance , the blood that kils & does not live , the human martyr of our times
herat , mazaar , kabul - the whole HA-Qabala from aleph to tav , preseved & guarded well
& paghman valley , blessings ! triple thanks for providing sufy revivifications : the panjshir where all 5 tigers unisonned & loyally - without compulsion - confluenced perfectly behind our blesséd lion's green & white black banner of properly holy war or wholly enslavements & the bloody flag  stained red

60 : the whispering echoes of fresh dawn returning ... the activated ear & the sounding of the silence
home ground established , certified , & sealed
& poetry , finally , one's personal vocabulary , without the gadgets , gimmicks , pomperies or undue gravities ...
for advents the instant when philopena thrives & the tajallis - o! stranger - again accepted !

& life like this will never end & when it does it does not
for aSample : 'ibn saqata , doing the whole job-of-work , was also causing sawdust , something like the rain in the red wheel barrow
his word is widely wahdat al-wujud/shuhud/huddud - one is one is one , the trifurcating wonders of the ways , an authentic signal the closed room is now an open door - how is it so few & precious use it ?

so that ... as io renasco rascals , sleeping on a grave with our dead master & remarkable conscience envigorator - think of death each day & ... live ! - & osmosing in the cosmos mode a certain pith-n gist & wondering : how old is gold ... curiously seriously
meeting yhshwh in the luminous night journey of an eight year old & naked - hardly a bud ! - in the bright decisive vital viral whole qaboodle ... hidden & not secret
good news & heralds of his returning at 20 , southern khalif-narnia ; back down from that man cursing double-cross & consumate a new for all of those reviving , too
gandalf in wisdom's human gray , at 30 , seated  'ponst a public bench , beckoning ... i did not back away !

& then & then & then ... traversed the non-deceasing little deaths , still dabbling in clear english & entirely misunderstood , misunderstanding & just making the mistake of missing any noble aim
& struggling to unify the Self ... afraid with awe & stunned that myselfs might just lose
yet thrust upon the blue planet with an orfan's indelable tag - miss terry & mis-taker ( !)  mr some one , procreated & were gone - i knew my very body was my soul
& lived like that , 3 fuses lit & glowing ; thrice-blessed as well , & learned to read the big bright living book of life by learning first to read from blesséd ogden nash

& the rest surely is his story
60 - & the shards are mended , the bardhol of the bards accomplished ! , never ended ! the cancer poems addended & the words i write ... intended
willful , & reaching out for ripe & necessary aspirations to exit from this fat&flat or dunya
& finding them in passions , until compassion , & the calm , refined their subltelties into a braid , a rope to heaven , an angel's tail & never mind
until sheer & immanently transcendental being-essential-love ... struck !

at 60 a man is a man , whatever the forgotten gender , no matter the sects one has been bothered & beaten through , the raw cruel & titillating lapidations - have been young & hairy in chicago , long ago ... yet i remember - & no matter your lost good riddance luggage
& when you are a man you have a voice
for rarely dying daily children ask us ... why , uncle , have you destroyed me ? " a lie !" , "a lie !"
at 60 signifies a genuine silsilah in this world but not of it ; of spirits in the service of organic & modest naturally useful deeds - who would eat his own hunger in a pinch - & of the folk who know the Gift , & the correct origin of the giver , & then , only when "at 60" , are freely giving it forwards & a head - "hu raîs"  ,  & ... a man

which implicates dear reader dear friend dear fellowShippers
the freedom of the poet ...
the unsupected wings , atavistic horns , our tail buds & a full bevy gamut of special yet unlocated sacs ... with the beautiful names of open me & see & be my mystery & grow !
these all have passed , may their blessings be their benevolent & ever lasting absences ; at 60 similarity replaces differences , plural ... & nothing , lost too ! ... & faithful sancho panzo pipes up : now we have One , let us build our stone boat , & make it our ship of death (dazzled with the local lavender emanations) , name it poêsia & set sail !

which knocked our elderly don right off his highhorse , rather ungracefully yet full of natural vigor & a proper dose of gravitas ,
& he , with a grain of ever available salt , groaned , & then , in frail but full intensity , the good don grown all pink within the context , & , like the lights of aurora ... arose !
ogni mattini iô rénasco - each dawn born a new'd
for , at 60 the cup is drained , the dice thrown away (!) & the sea journey alone in company , & not to heavenHell ... but on a straight path , with reliable winds & an accountable compass , through the water (the real miracle of HA-'eretz) of this ocean of poêsiae

advancing our good sacs of the forms & names of every living creaure - compost for the local greenery gardeners - as noah is sayed to have donne ...
turning three times around the mouth a word or words a-waiting the "share" for it might be "me" , it might be the "demon" , but it may be some poetry
which is the "i" & the why of essence-being 60 today ; however wide the years , however deep , or tall ... & we've all had them or still do
& all in the search for a piece of paradise & good manners of sharing with You !




llorenzo gusto – an extract from poësia in a very recent volume whose name need not be mentioned here ... b'slema !

this fugitve freedom

fugitive freedom 


the orfan is not maiden
& the half/way heart un circumcised ;
there is a secret in this tauhid ,
unique & universal ...
we never saïd
"the two ... makes One !"
& Death , like the Soul ,
the bud fruit & flower ...
only trifurcating Life ,
braises Sparks & flame
as nathan of gaza
learnt & taught
from rebbe sabataï
in the book
of the ajdahaï khodi , "dragons" ...
in the mentating active breast
of all who arise
in wounded joys .

& the jaguar
bit the jugular
of his belovéd
gazelle ;
juarez begetting
barashyt geronimo !
in his chapelle
of the white whole
via negativia
pantheistique atheism
with al-kimiyah of merit
equitabilities & Grace .

made New - reaLigion

& the heart ... beat ;
while all sensate
creatures went
silent - Sparks
a'flamed ... the moth
of hallaj al-asrar
cremated to virginity .

earth's (HA-'eretz) claim
is tsugnomique corporal blood !
our moon our dried soul dusts ...
the sun - this Spark ;
rising with the Arts
of reciprocal feeding .

created established formed ,
trifurcations & current Process ;
the mystiques dispersed
& the avatar of reaLiving
adventing with irrevocable Dawn
& sancho panza with the don ...
admitted - the evidence
closer than caratoïd !

her lovely loyal body
as if in pure death
transmuted unformed
silence sounding re born ...
a bride of luminous orfans ;
"la fata 'illa 'ali" ,
asad haïdar chirkouh -
w'ogni mattini iö rênasco !


llorenzo gusto - from the collection poêsia :  "poets'  freedom" .
all writes @ preserved ...